My hopes and dreams

When I start to scribble and draw aimlessly there must be something going on. When I feel people mistreat me or somebody else, when i see injustice, when i see my own mistake. When I think I want to say something, but people will never listen, when I try my best to help, by my help is neglected and I .. forced to take the blame. When I believe I can help somebody, but things just go haywire and buggy. I cry in the rain. I sit down. I cry in front of people. I scream as i want to. I raise my voice as I want to. I keep my silence as i want to. I walk around or sit around. Tell me i'm wrong but that's me.